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the
way
(the
place)
(4:30 am,
waiting for the curfew lock-out to release the bolted door to the
dormitory I am staying in. I try to stay awake at the only place open
so that the pack of roving skinheads pacing the train station doesn't
decide to seize upon me as they have the Senegalese sunglass vendors
waiting for the morning's first train to arrive. Despite my childhood
lessons learned about not talking to strangers, I find myself agreeing
to follow an elderly Tunisian man dressed in a suit that looks far
to heavy for July. I follow as he darts through a series of narrow
passageways, over the wall of the Montparnasse cemetery. We continue
silently down unmarked streets, across a sandy patch with benches
and down a flight of stairs to find several other similarly clad men
drinking tiny cups of viscous liquid in what looks to be the kitchen
of someone's basement apartment thrown marginally open to the public.
Everyone shakes my hand and I gladly slurp the thick black liquid
they gave me. We talk until it gets light about their work (electrical)
and mine (hard enough for me to describe at this hour in English let
alone French) and about being far from home. I get up to leave hoping
to return to meet up with my new found friends soon. I can never find
the place again.)
I keep looking for the ideal place. I keep looking for the ideal place
and when I get there and pause for awhile, it is gone. Perhaps it is
only the ideal place for a moment in time. The search resumes.
The way to the place is littered with the ideas I hold interesting,
compiled of accidents, passing incidents, misunderstandings in combination
with the path of events, the length of the daylight. The outcome of
my research becomes more visible as I get to know a place. And then
it fades, like a carnival leaving town fades from view, so that it can
be the place to be desired again. Wouldn't the ideal place be like living
at the climax of processes rather than working towards it, driven by
anticipation?
Most often I describe my work as situational, based on events, and derived
from observations of social context and physical characteristics of
a place. I am interested in work that can only function completely in
a particular setting, rather than as an autonomous object in a neutral
place. In these situations, my construction and my action mixes with
pre-existing orders to set up new relationships, creating real scenarios
out of imagined narratives. If all goes well, it could almost be mistaken
for a marginal part of everyday life.
My most current obsessions are drawn from the Chicago School of Sociology
(participant observers such as William Whyte, Erving Goffman), landscape
history (JB Jackson, John Stillgoe) and poetic ruminations on places
that might find kindred spirits in certain travel narrative (Italo Calvino,
Pico Iyer, and Iain Sinclair.)
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